What is to live for? what exactly is to die for? do you speak out or do you stay bottled up? What is worth the risk, but what is not risking anything. Love is a powerful thing, a blinding thing, a hard thing to come by, and a hard thing to be sure of. Do you pour out your heart to someone when you know that they are just going to let it run through their fingers? There is no way to be sure what will or will not happen, all you can do is hope. Hope that you won't get hurt or that the truth will always surface. The reality is, is that you WILL get hurt...you will be in pain. You will either be in physical pain or in emotional pain. You will more likely be in pain due to the truth lacking to surface to reality. You cannot be sure of anything, even when you think you're sure, there is uncertainty lingering about. There is never a guarantee that they will be doing exactly what you don't want them to do, because they substitute their own reality for yours. Since their reality is the ultimate reality then there is an uncertainty of what is going on in their reality...is there not? Do you not know what is going through their minds? Anyone could be thinking about anything, but yet tell you exactly what you want to hear so your reality could seem connected to yours. This is what keeps the universe in balance...your universe. A vast shroud is placed over your eyes due to the words of others? this shroud is trust. Sometimes you can see through the trust down into the real. You will either like what is going on or you will despise it no matter what. This trust is non-existent because there will always be separate thoughts either from one side or from the other, you can never be sure unless you take the shroud off and actually see the world through your own eyes. What if this world is just an allusion from the real world? what is actually the "real"? Is there an alternate reality to the alternative reality in which we live. We live in an alternate reality because if we substituted our reality in place of the "real world", then everything will be perfect, but yet it would alternate the reality of the different perspective. In all there is no perfect reality for everyone because everyone's reality is not perfect. The belief that one's reality is the perfect reality is questionable. The belief in anything is a questionable notion on anyone's part. One's belief can trigger a vast amount of disbelief and uncertainty. Different beliefs is what separates us, divides us among each other. With this separation there is no trust, with the lack of trust there can be no peace, but yet we trust the others around us with our lives. If not, then why do we go outside? Say hi to the neighbors? walk down a street? There is trust among the separated, and among the trusted there is separation.
-Tyler Madrid
